Don't blame her just empathize once........

Just say something, speak out what's there in your heart. Just say something, but there seems to be no reply from her, mute unresponsive like a dead leaf which will just be floating or will be dragged as per the wind. What will she say? What will she munch out? She knows out well, there's no one to understand. The soft inside weeping hard and harder and harder and the cover to it which when hitted, blasted upon shows no reaction. What's going inside no one knows.
There's something which can never be controlled, the future and she's trying to save that future not for herself but for everyone but no one will understand that. That she has been stuck by a mistake she had made to which she's not regretting for herself but for everyone. And if at all she breaks the silence, everyone will be in much much more pain then what they are in today.
She's being pinched, she's being thrashed, broken into pieces but she can not reply, she's strong headed with a paining heart, she will not reply. It's her mistake she fell in love, it's her mistake she made promises, it's her mistake that she can't live without that not so perfect person with whom she feels her life is perfect.......

{ Guys are always sympathized when a love story ends, where as a girl is considered as fake, kaha jaata hai jab pyar nibhana nhi ata toh karti kyu hai ya itni himmat nhi thi toh pyar kiya kyu? But no one realizes the trauma she goes through her whole life, how tough are those moments for her, before blaming a girl for a sad love story end don't be sympathetic but be empathetic at least.}

A Pause

" Tham sa gya hai, yeh waqt jaise,
Kisi ke liye thehra ho jaise........."

Life seems to be so similar with the song playing on MP3, looking outside windowsill, everything living outside seems to be moving, flying, gazing each other, just to move, run fast, faster and prove themselves to be the fastest.
But I'm still, it's getting difficult to run time faster, I just hope it went a bit fast if not fastest.
Oh Cmmon! now, this is what you wanted, didn't you, that time stopped running and you can breath for yourself, spend quality time with everyone, which you were not able to do from last 6 months, running after your career, office, clients and this damn market. And now you are out of this, you are more frustrating yourself about what next.

Good gracious, just find out what you want exactly???????????
What do we want exactly, has anybody thought of it, why we always remain unsatisfied with what we have and why can't we take life the way it comes to us.
Yes, I have stopped for a while and I need this. It's not that I'm feeling idle instead, it's just that people around me don't feel so that I'm doing nothing, more worried about others, their thought process.
Isn't this wrong, completely it is, no second opinion required. I really have got time for myself, to just stop and think what I'm, what I want, my needs, the gaps and the loopholes, it's an opportunity to fill the same.
Just read a small article today, heading, 'the Pause', saying how much a pause is important in a conversation, speech, meeting, presentation, cross selling etc.. and the same instant i realised , how much a pause is required in your life too, it's not that you have stopped completely.It's just that you are in an interval of your fast forward life, planning to move further in faster pace with more realistic and self satisfying targets.